The morning was dark, dreay, grey, and rainy. Nate stood by the window, with a tumbler of scotch in one hand and an evnvelop in another hand. He couldn't believe this had happened after all this time. He grimaced as he heard a rustling in the background. Taking a swallow of the liquior, he turned and looked at his bed. Lexine was stretching under the comforter, looking his way curiously. Nate looked back at him, just really looking at him. He still looked so tired, and warn out, but he starting to look more like himself. The light was slowly returning to his beautiful eyes.

"Did I wake ye?" Nate asked softly, stashing the envelop and coming back toward the bed.

Lexine shook his head with another stretching. "Not really." He answered in his soft voice. "Are you alright?" Lexine asked, tilting his head to look at Nate.

"Yeah, jus' caught up in some thoughts." Nate answered half truthfully, sitting on the bed. He set the tumbler on the bedside table and leaned over Lexine slightly, bracing himself on one arm. Lexine watched him putting the tumbler on the table and looked at him.

"Something you'd like to talk about?" He asked.

Nate sighed and looked at Lexine. The delicate red head never missed a beat, One of the things Nate loved about him. "Jus' a letter from my cousin. I'm gussin' me mum's been askin' when I'm gonna visit." Nate said. L

Lexine looked at him, stretching again like a cat. "Where is home for you?"

"Scotland, Glenfennin. Small place." Nate answered.

"So are you going to to visit?" Lexine asked softly.

Nate shrugged. "Maybe, I don't know righ' now. Wha bout ya, how ye feelin'?"

"Tired...I don't think I slept so well." He admited with a yawn.

"An' why not?" Nate asked, peering at him.

"I've been having some strange dreams." Lexine admited, sitting up slightly, only to have Nate wrap his arm around his waist and pull him onto his lap.

"Wha' kind'a dreams?" Nate asked.

"I don't know. There's a lot of green, and it's always as if I know the place, but can't quiet put my finger on it. And there's some one calling my name..." Lexine answered, snuggling against Nate,

"How long have ye been havin' this dream?" Nate asked.

"A few days, after that first night,,,in that house,,," Lexine answered while wrinkling his nose at the memory.

"The night ye almost died..." Nate cleared up.

"Oh yus that was fun, don't want to do it again, not for a long time." Lexine said with a touch of a smirk. Nate grinned, caught Lexine's chin and kissed him softly.

"Agreed."

Lexine grinned, watching Nate get up, taking the tumbler from the bedside table. He headed over to the wet bar, sitting the glass down and picking up the envelop. "Regardless o' wha' I do...I suppose I should go visit..." Nate said, running his hand through his hair.

"What's stopping you?" Lexine asked, starting to crawl out of bed.

"I don't...since Michael died, I don't visit home tha' much." Nate answered.

Lexine sighed softly, stretching as he stood. "If you want to go visit, you should go."

"Maybe, I've been thinkin' 'bout it all mornin'." Nate said, starting to turn back around to Lexine. Lexine had started across the room, but half way there, Lexine's luminious eyes widened with pain and he crumpled to the floor before Nate could reach him, having fainted. "Lexi!" Nate scooped up Lexine, looking him over. He was completely unconcious, but other wise seemed fine.. At the same time, he head a knock on his front door. "It's open, damn it!" Nate yelled, while still looking Lexine over. Nate couldn't even detect any magic being used.

"Hey man, I was jus' wonderin'..."

Nate heard Eire starting that way and glanced up to see Eire come to a stop in the door way. "Whoa! Wha' happened?!"

"The bloody fuckin' 'ell if I know!" Nate growled. He moved Lexine from the floor while Eire shifted nervously. "Is Aiyla 'ere?" Nate questioned.

"In the kitchen, I think." Eire said.

"Go and get her!" Nate ordered. Aiyla Meeks was the closet thing Choas Incorrporated had to a doctor. She was also quiet talented in healing magic. Eire said not a word, but left quickly to go in search of the lime green haired temptress. It would be a surprise to find her with out Sands, the two were nearing that fabled walked down the isle as far as Eire was concerned. He didn't know who was worse, Aiyla and Sands, Chaos and Auron, Rue and Puk, or himself and Xander. Eire snickered at that, but put his mind back on focus. Course then there was Lexine and Nate. Everyone in the building knew those two were to much in love with each other to stay away. Eire wasn't sure Lexine had been home to his own apartment since the boys had managed to escape that hell house. He didn't know if it was because Nate wanted him cfloser, after Lexine had nearly died, or if Lexine just didn't want to leave Nate. But Eire was possitively sure, Nate had yet to Lexine how he felt about him.

"Eire, wha's up? Wha' are ya runnin' for?"

Eire looked up, realizing he had been running and would have run right past the kitchen if Aiyla hadn't called his name, He turned and saw Aiyla and San ds in the kitchen. "There you are!" Eire said quicklu. "You gotta come, Nate sent me to find you, it's Lex!"

Aiyla was getting up from her chair, along with Sands. "Wha's wrong?!" Aiyla asked as she started following Eire, Sands behind them

"I don't know, I went in to find Nate picking Lex up off the floor and he was unconcious." Eire explained quickly as they headed back down to Nate's apartment. They heard Chaos' door open, but no one said anything, hurrying on.

Aiyla was first through the door and headed for the bedroom where Lexine was on the bed. Immediately Aiyla took over, checking Lexine over. "Sheldon be a darling and go and get my bag from the kitchen please." Aiyla said with out looking. Nate had stood back to let her work, She pulled a pen light from her pocket and opened Lexine eyes, checking his pupils. Sands vanished from the apartment with out a word and appeared rather quickly with Aiyla's infamous black bag.

Aiyla took it and opened it, digging inside of it for a moment as she leaned over Lexine. "So wha's wrong?" Eire asked the question on everyone's mind. Aiyla removed a small vial and cracked the top off of it, before placing it under Lexine's nose.

"I'm not sure yet..." Aiyla answered calmly.

Lexine came to with a gasp, snapping his eyes open and trying to knock the vial out of Aiyla's hand. She caught it with ease with one hand, while putting the other on Lexine's chest and holding him down. "Easy, Lex!" She said sternly. She looked at him closely, frowning.

"Get it away." Lexine gasped, pushing her hand with the vial away. Aiyla capped the glass and dropped the vial back in her bag, then put a hand on Lexine's forehead, before smoothing the hair away from his face.

"Alright sweetie." Aiyla said softly. "Are you alright?"

Lexine shook his head, trying to curl away from Aiyla. "What happened, Lexine?" Aiyla pressed.

"I don't know..." Lexine answered in a whisper, eyes closed. Aiyla was still looking at him with a frown. Then she ran a finger downward over his brow between his eyes, and Lexine fell asleep with out another word.

Aiyla got up, zipping up her bag. All three men were looking at her and she started for Nate's front room, gesturing from the follow her. Nate pulled the bedroom door closed a touch as Aiyla turned around to face them. She looked at Sands and sighed. "I think you were right, Sheldon."

Sands nodded, rubbing the back of his neck and sighed.

"Right 'bout what?" Eire asked, looking back and forth between them with a puzzled expression.

Aiyla turned to Eire and Nate. "Lexine has fae blood, strong fae blood." She told them. Then gestured to Sands to finish.

"He must get it from his mother, but it's incredibly strong. And because Lexine has never...been home, his fae blood is wearing him down. That mixed with the curse, is slowly killing him..." Sands said from his spot, shoving his hands in his pockets.

"Wha' ye mean, ne'er been home?" Nate asked softly, eyeing Sands.

"He's ne'er been t' Ter Nah Nog." Sands answered simply.

"Oh o'course." Eire said with a gesture. "Puk told me this... Fae born outside of the fae realm, have to visit Ter Nah Nog at least ONCE in their life, or die. He said once Teliveer was so strict on that, over the fae he'd bandished to this realm, that at one time, there were only four fae in the mortal realm."

Sands nodded. "In most cases, those fae bandished from the realm, they would find a way to bring the new born child in to the realm, but Teliveer would ne'er openly kill an innocent, although I hear, I was the expection to that rule." He had a slightly crooked grin, that Eire matched.

"I thought ye had t' be full fae..." Nate remarked.

"There's been a couple cases where it's been a half. Myself and Alandra included. Lex's fae blood is so stronge, it easily matches a full blooded fae's strength and a stronge fae at that." Sands answered.

"So right, Can't we jus' open a portal there?" Eire asked.

Sands snorted with a smirk. "Its not going to be that easy. There'll be a catch."

"How can we find out that catch?" Nate asked.

"I'll ask my da'. In the mean time, make sure he conserves his energy. Usually it's a slow processes, but with the curse, I'm sure it's doubled." Sands said, turning, and as he turned from the group, taking a step, he disappeared.

"I hate it when he does that. Usually when we're arguing." Aiyla said, crossing her arms over her chest. Nate smirked slightly, before looking back at the bedroom door. "And you know it's not going to take him long. IT's a fae thing,

Aiyla was right. In less then a few minutes, Sands appeared again. "Okay, so this is what Da' has to say over this, concerning Lexine's fae blood and he wont tell me a god damned thing until we actually GET to Ter Nah Nog, for Lex's safety. Considering who Lex's mother was, there is only ONE door between realms that Lexine can use. And it's either in Scotland, or Ireland, meaning, you'd have t' wonder round until Lexine feels the draw toward the door."

Nate silently cursed, then asked. "Any idea how long he's got?"

"Estimated, again, considering both who his mother is, still have no fuckin' clue but the way da' put it, must be damn important, and considering the curse, I'll be safe a say, a few months..." Sands answered.

"Righ'." Nate said finally with a nod.

Eire had turned toward the front door, hearing some one outside in the hall, hesitating, and he knew who it was. "Xander's 'ere." He said simply to Nate as he crossed the room to open the door. Xander was caught in the moment of raising his fist to knock and blinked, looking at Eire. Eire motioned him in with a wave and a grin, shutting the door behind him.

"Are there any ideas as t' the location of the door?" Nate asked Sands.

Sands shook his head. "Only Lex'll know where it is and that's by feeling."

"Anything that can be done to...slow it down?" Aiyla asked.

"Nothin' more then slowing down the curse. But Da did say...t' er...beware of some of Teliveer's hench men, looking for Lex...I'm gonna head back over there, since Alandra's got Lily Rose and see if I can't worm the details out of dear father." Sands said, pulled Aiyla close a moment and kissing her. "Stay outta trouble, darlin'" He told her before disappearing.

Aiyla glanced at Nate who was staring at Sands's spot with a raised eyebrow. She shrugged and seemed to read his mind, saying. "He knows he doesn't have to, but he wan'ts to." She said softly. Nate glanced at her then nodded. He glanced at Eire and Xander, Eire was filling his lover in on what had happened. Xander looked slightly distrubbed by the turn of events. Nate sighed, shaking his slightly, considering the turn of events as well.

"Guess I'll be visitin' home af'er all." He muttered

"Lexine'll probably sleep the rest of the morning." Aiyla said softly. "I'll hang around until Sands gets back, just incase." She told Nate.

Nate nodded. "Thanks babe...I've got t' go chat with Chaos...if she's 'ere." He headed for the door. Aiyla, Xander and Eire watched him go.

"Boy, this is bothering him an awful lot." Aiyla said as Nate left the apartment.

Eire looked at her. "Why wouldn't...We all know he loves Lex..."

Aiyla smirked. "But does he know it?"

"Oh he will." Xander muttered softly. Eire looked at him and Xander smirked, getting one from Eire in reply.

***
Nate knocked on Chaos' door and waited. Thankfully, a moment later, she opened it up. "What's up?" She asked, looking him over and could see clearly something was bothering him. "Everything okay?" She asked a bit more softly.

"Not really. Gotta chat..." Nate answered.

Chaos opened her door wider, admitting him in and Nate stepped into her apartment. "Alright, what's up?" She asked.

"Did you know Lexine has fae blood?" Nate asked. Chaos raised an eyebrow. "Appearently he is." Nate went on to tell her the whole deal.

"Then I suggest Lex take a vacation." Chaos said after Nate had finished, but she looked troubled. "Is that all?" She asked softly.

"I got a letter from Duncan...mum's been askin' where I am and when I'm gonna visit." Nate replied, messing with something on a near by table.

"Well, here's your chance to visit. I'd perfer it, if you went with Lex...not just considering...what you two have, but when it comes to Lexine, I don't really trust his safety with any one other then you, and Eire as well, and he should probably go. Which means Xander will as well." She said, crossing her arms.

"This have any thing t' do with Auron?" Nate asked casuaully.

Chaos eyed him. "It might, Nate. But that's not the important thing here."

"Yer righ' o' course." Nate said with a nod, then sighed. "Lords I don't wanna go home righ' now..."

"Look at it this way, least you'll have Lex and Eire there with you..." Chaos put in.

"A plus to be sure." Nate answered dryly, though Chaos knew it was sincenre.

"I suggest making arrangments today, so you can leave in the next day or so." Chaos added. Nate nodded. "And Nate, try not to let it get to you." She said softly. Nate nodded, but snorted a soft laugh.

"I'll try."

***
When he got back to his apartment, Xander and Eire were in the kitchen. Aiyla was reading on the couch. "Still sleeping?" Nate asked her. Aiyla nodded.

"Peacefully I might add." She said with a slight smile.

"Alright." Nate answered, before heading into the kitchen. "Xander, I need t' speak to Eire alone a moment." He said to the ice elemental who was leaning against Eire against the counter.

"Sure." Xander answered simply, and left the room.

Once he was gone, Nate turned to Eire and said softly. "I got a letter from Duncan. Mum's been askin' fer me...I owe 'er a visit."

Eire winced. "Well, you go with Lexine to Scottland and Ireland, you can use the visit as a cover."

"I planned on it, but it's naught jus' me goin'." Nate told Eire. "Chaos wants us both goin' with Lexi. Xander's free t' come along as well."

"Oo, early vacation." Eire said with a slight grin, then frowned.

"Wha?" Nate asked.

"I haven't been home t' Ireland since before Ruby died." Eire answered softly, puffing a lock of hair out of his face.

"We both haven't been home in years, Eir." Nate replied. "It'll be interestin' fer the both o' us."

"Yeah..." Eire muttered with a sigh.

***
Nate made the arrangments for the flight, then called Duncan. He waited for the international call to be completed, then heard a scottish brouge ask. "'Ello?"

"Dunc? It's Nathaniel." Nate answered, leaning his back against the kitchen door frame with the phone, arms crossed.

"I see ye got me letter then." Duncan answered with a touch of humor.

"Yeah, I got it...tell mum...I'll be home fer 'couple days next week."

There was a pause, then Duncan asked. "Yer comin' home?"

"Yea," Nate answered. "Oh, I'll be coming with a pair of friends an'...me lover."

There was another long pause, then, "Ye finally found some one...there's a shock."

Nate snorted. "Yea, well, I'm intitled."

"No one said ye wasn't it..." Duncan answered. "I'll tell Aunt Helena." He added. "And we'll see ye when ye get 'ere."

"Alright Dunc...I'll let ye go fer now."

"Sure thing, boy'o. Good t' 'ear from ye and I look forward t' seein' ya in person."

"The same." Nate said with a slight smile, before hanging up the phone.

"Wasn't so hard, was it?" Eire asked from the counter he was sitting on.

"Oh no, tha' was the easy part." Nate answered. "Hard part's goin' home...and explainin' Lexi..."

"I'm sure we'll think of something." Eire replied.

"Is it going t' be a problem, that he's not a girl?" ander asked, peeking around the corner.

"Could be." Nate anwsered him, not caring that Xander had been evesdroping.

"So don't say he isn't. Lex is so feminine looking, he gets away with looking like your girlfriend, and I've noticed jealous guys out there." Xander grinned slightly. "'Cause you know, when Lex dolls up, he can be a knock out."

Nate smirked sligjhtly, knowing Xander was telling the truth, "It could work, but...we'll see how things go."

***
Lexine woke up again sometime around two pm. Eire and Xander had left to go packing, as their flight left the next morning. Lexine wandered into the living room from the bed, his sleep shirt hanging off his shoulder as he rubbed his eyes. He looked like a hand me down, worn out and exhausted. Nate was making some final arrangments as he looked up. "Thank you." He told the person on the other end, before hanging up. "How are ye feelin'?"

"Very tired." Lexine answered softly, coming over to the couch Nate was sitting on. He climbed on to it, and snuggled against Nate, making himself smaller. Nate wrapped a protective arm around him, and Lexine snuggled closer.

"Listen dollface, we've got t' go on a bit of a trip." Nate said softly, stroking Lexine's shoulder.

He turned his head, looking up at Nate quizzically.

"Did ye know ye have fae blood?" Nate asked the delicate redhead.

"I don't...my father is elemenatal, my mother is..." Lexine frowned, trailing off, then swore softly. "I don't know WHAT my mother was."

"Appearently she was fae. Because ye have fae blood. Sands confirmed it this afternoon, after ye passed out." He told Lexine about what Sands and Aiyla had to come to the conclusion of. Lexine frowned, making himself smaller against Nate. "It may explain those dreams ye've havin' too." He added.

"Maybe." Lexine agreed softly.

"Somethin' else," Nate said softly. "We'll start in Scotland..from me home...I figure we can use the visit as a cover..."

"So you're going to visit your mum?" Lexine answered softly.

"Yeah. But baby doll, she might not take to the fact of you an' I.." Nate said softly, not looking at Lexine.

"How long will we be there?" Lexine asked softly.

"A few days."

"Then just tell 'em I'm your girlfriend...I can play the part." Lexine answered still just as softly.

Nate looked down at him. "Are ye sure?"

Lexine nodded, though he looked slightly depressed. Nate studied him a moment, then said. "Ye should get some more rest. Our flight leaves in the mornin'. Eire and Xander are goin' with us. "

"At least we have back up then." Lexine answered with a slight grin. Nate smiled slightly himself, glad to see Lexine's sarcastic humor wasn't entirely lost.

"At least. Are ye hungry?"

Lexine shook his head. "Just tired if anything." He answered, snuggling even more against Nate.

"Ye should eat somethin'." Nate said, wrapping his other arm around Lexine.

"Maybe later." Lexine said with a yawn, closing his eyes. Nate held him, watching him fall back asleep, while stroking his hair. He sighed and looked toward the window. He wasn't about to loose Lexine. Not after everything they'd been through. He loved Lexine, dearly and knew he should tell his beautiful lover this, he didn't know why he hadn't yet. It was one of the things that had been bothering him. Lexine deserved it. He hadn't asked anything of Nate since they'd gotten together. The only thing Nate wanted to do was love Lexine. Lexine had come to mean so much to him. He continued to hold Lexine as he slept,before moving and scooping up Lexine, taking him back to the bedroom and putting him to bed there. Then Nate set about packing a bag for both him and Lexine. In regards to what his lover had said, he packed as much of Lexine's more feminine clothes, that he had around the building for quick changes. He packed another smaller bag of weapons and was glad it was a privet jet. A favor called into a friend. It was easier if they had to leave quickly.

The next morning was still grey and rainy. The four of them stood under an arch at the airport, watching a privet jet land. Lexine stood next to Nate, shivering, despite the heavy sweater over a t-shirt and jeans. Nate watched them from the corner of his eye, then took of his coat, sitting it over Lexine's shoulders. Lexine turned his gaze thankfully up, before snuggling into the jacket. Xander was leaning against Eire, who was leaned up against a pole.

The jet landed smoothly and they waited as it taxied across the run way toward them before coming to a stop. The hatch was opened and a short stair case was rolled up against it. Nate took a deep breath, placed and hand on the small of Lexine's back and escorted him to the plane with Eire and Xander following. They boarded the plane and the piolet came out of the cockpit to speak quietly with Nate. "I don't really expect ya to hang around, I'm not expecting us to have to leave in such a hurry, But thanks fer doin' this anyway, Sam."

The piolet smirked. "Conisder this as my debt paid."

"Good with me." Nate smirked himself before heading to the seat next to Lexine as Sam went back into the cockpit to prepare for take off. Eire was fidgetting in his seat.

"I hate`planes." The silver haired wolfwere said between clenched teeth. Xander smirked and patted his thigh.

***
It was a realtively smooth flight. Lexine slept through most of it. The Scottish airport was rainy however and they had to hurry to get a taxi. Nate gave the driver directions to an inn as they all squeezed into the back seat. Lexine practically ended up on Nate's lap, from the lack of room, but didn't complain.

The inn was fancy, but completely scottish. Nate had booked two rooms. They weren't spacious, but they were definitely comfortable. After settling in, the group went down to the common room to have a drink. They got a booth in the far corner by a window and Nate went up to the bar to order a round of pints. Lexine sat in the far corner of the booth, staring out the window in the settling night, watching the rain roll down the thick glass.

"Ya alright?" Eire asked him softly.

Lexine didn't look his way, but nodded. "Yeah. Just jet lagged." He said softly. Eire smirked slightly, knowing it was a lie, but why call Lexine on it. Nate returned with four pints and sat them on the table, slidding into the booth next to Lexine.

"I'll buy the next round." Eire said cheerfully, taking his pint.

"If yer even still sober enough t' remember the offer." Nate replied with a smirk as he took a drink of his own pint. Lexine was still staring out the window and he lit a cigarette, leaving his pint untouched. Nate spoke softly to him. "Anything?"

Lexine shook his head. "It's like I want to go home so bad, but know I can't.."

"We'll find the door." Xander said from his spot.

"I don't that. But sorthing in me wants to ask, when." Lexine replied softly, taking a long drag.

"We'll jus' have t' give it time. Either Duncan or Conner will be here tomorrow to pick us up..." Nate said.

"oo, Conner, now there's a piece of work..." Eire said with a roll of his eyes.

"Yeah. So lets keep our fingers crossed that it's Duncan." Nate replied.

***
They only had a couple of pints. Lexine had one, all together. After Eire, Xander and Nate had nothing left to talk about, they agreed to call it a night. Xander and Eire were going to step outside for some air, or make out time no doubt, while Nate walked with Lexine up to their room. Lexine was quiet, but he was staying close to Nate. "Ye've been quiet...tired?" Nate asked softly as he unlocked their door.

"A little, mostly I've just been tryin' to figure things out." Lexine admitted.

"Wha' things?" They stepped inside the room and Nate closed the door, locking it. He ran a finger over the seam of the door, before looking at Lexine who was looking about the room.

"My mum really. I don't know anything about her. Dad's never told me anything. I don't think he's even told Saffron anything..." Lexine answered, moving toward the fire place, which was all sat for a fire. Nate watched him lean toward the logs and run a finger down one. As he did, fire errupted in the place Lexine had touched the wood and in a moment, there was a healthy fire roaring behind the grate.

"Maybe while we're lookin' fer the door, we'll find somethin' out." Nate said, as Lexine moved toward the bed, shedding his coat and pulling off the sweater. He was weraing a short black and red crop top and ratty blue jeans, but he still looked like a girl. Nate noticed he'd taken the charm off his belly button ring as Lexine turned back to face him.

"Maybe." He replied, meeting Nate's gaze as Nate looked up into his eyes.

As with so many times more, Nate found himself thinking, as he looked the gorgeous creature infront of him over, Ye should've been a girl, baby doll. He'd never said it out loud, but he thought it often. Still, he didn't love Lexine any less. Lexine stood there looking at him, as if waiting for him to come to him and Nate didn't disappointed, crossing the room and tossing his jacket and room key in a chair near by as he closed the distance between him and Lexine. He reached out and pulled Lexine to him, a hand on his waist and kissed him possessievly.

Lexine wrapped his arms around Nate's neck as Nate kissed him. Nate's tongue teased Lexine's full lips open and he tantilized Lexine's tongue with his own. He ran a hand under the hem of Lexine's shirt and up his back, pulling him closer as the kiss deepened. His other hand slid his fingers through Lexine's hair. His kisses trailed from Lexine's lips, to his neck as he moved his other hand to under Lexine's shirt. He pulled back long enough to pull the shirt over his head and toss it away, before kissing Lexine again.

Lexine was already pulling out Nate's shirt from his jeans, sliding his hands under, and up over Nate's chest as he kissed him back. Nate ran his fingers up Lexine's sides, grinning against the kiss as he felt Lexine squirm from being ticklish. He pulled back reluctantly as Lexine tugged at his shirt, waiting it off and Nate helped him pulled it over his head. He rested his hands on Lexine's hips, turning them so Nate was leaning against the bed. He leaned back, collasping on top of the sturdy bed and pulled Lexine down with him.

Lexine straddled his lap and rested each hand above Nate's shoulders, kissing him teasingly, avoiding Nate's attempts to capture his tongue. Nate pulled back, Lexine's forehead resting against his and gave the fragile fire elemental a mocking look. "Ye wicked doll, you." Nate growled huskily. Lexine gave him that wicked cheese cake of a grin and slid his hand down ward over Nate's chest. While holding Nate's gaze, he ran his nails over Nate's naval, causing Nate to inhale sharply. Nate slid his arms around Lexine's waist and pulled him down against him, rolling over, kissing him deeply.

****
"Its not as cold as I thought it would be." Xander said softly as they walked along the dark lane away from inn. Eire was holding his hand and keeping Xander close. IT was a touch frosty but not unbearable. However there was a hint of rain on the air, which Eire breathed in deeply. It was a sweet air, almost close to his beloved Ireland's. He'd been to Scottland a few times, both with Nate and Chaos, and he supposed it reminded him of Ireland. But Ireland was his beloved Ireland.

"Don't relax yet." Eire whispered in Xander's ear. "The weather can turn around on you. It's fickle."

"Most women are." Xander answered, inclining his head toward Eire, eyes on the lane. Eire nipped playfully at Xander's ear and Xander grinned. "Think there's any chance of Lex finding the door soon?" He asked Eire.

Eire shrugged. "Who knows. Anything t' do with the fae is usually fickle too." Xander snickered. They stopped under the shadows of a tall large tree and Eire leaned up against it, Wrapping his arms around Xander's waist and pulling him close, kissing him playfully. Xander smirked behind the kisses and toyed with Eire back, playing the tip of his tongue over Eire's lips. Eire wrapped his arms tighter around Xander, pulling him closer still and captured Xander's tongue, kissing him deeply. Xander stopped fidgetting and melted into the kiss, leaning against Eire, his arms around Eire's neck.

"Uh-hmm." Some one cleared their throat.

Xander snapped away wide eyed and slightly blushed and Eire turned to look at the figure leaning his shoulder against the side of the tree. He was lowering a fist from his mouth, and rested his hands clasped together in front of him, his legs crossed at the ankles. He was grinning at the pair with sharp canines and sufflerous colored eyes. They were almost the only thing one could see in the darkness.

"I'm sorry, did I interrupt? I could have stayed a horse...bit one of you..." Puk Thorton said, still grinning.

"Isn't Scottland a bit far from Dublin?" Eire asked with a slightly annoyed tone.

"Oh no, just a hop, skip and a jump, mate." Puk replied, grinning more.

"How long were ya standin' there, Puk?" Xander asked, cocking his head to the side.

"Oh not long." Puk said earnestly. "I'd ne'er wanna interupt on yer privet time, o'course."

"Of course." Xander agreed with out conviction. Puk just continued to grin.

"So wha' are ye doin' here, Puk, Not just playin' games with farmers, are ya?" Eire asked.

"Oh no, I'm workin' boys. Estehl sent me over, t' be keepin' an eye on ye four. Said there might be a couple o' Teliveer's nasties' runnin' round. And he was righ'. Gave a Dullhan a hell o' hunt, not t' long ago. So if I were ye, I wouldn't be stayin' on the road t' much."

"So wha' bout Rue?" Eire asked.

"Oh, she knows I'm 'ere." Puk said, grinning again. "She told me t' make sure Lexine comes outta this in one piece or she'll hurt me...an' well ye know she means it when she says she'll hurt ya." Puk grinned sheepishly.

"Aye, that she does." Eire agreed, "So do ya know wha's goin' on then?"

"Oh yes. Estehl already told me."

Xander shuddered despite himself. Puks expressions could be so frightening when you though it about it. It was as if he actually ENJOYED being involved in these kind of things. But Eire was looking at the pooka amused. Xander frowned, narrowing his eyes on Puk, who was lounging against the tree now with both hands behind his head.

"So wha', chu gonna hang 'round?" Eire asked.

"Oh, in the shadows. Not openly...it wouldn't as fun." Puk said,grinning again.

"I bet." Eire rolled his eyes, he glanced at Xander who was standing there looking so unamused, Eire was forced to grin. He caught Xander's eye and gave him a pouty questioning look, that slowly melted Xander's frown.

Puk was watching them with interest. "I don't wanna impose any more, but I figured ye needed t' know I was 'round. Do let Nathenial know." Puk headed past the two.

"We will." Eire said, glancing at him as Puk walked on. He watched as the pooka suddenly began a black horse with a wild mane. He paused, looking over his shoulder at them, pawed at the ground and whinnied in far well and took off at a gallop, throwing back his head gleefully. "Pookas are so strange." Eire remarked, shaking his head.

"Yeah, so..." Xander muttered.

"Something wrong, darlin'?" Eire asked, amused.

"He was leering all over you." Xander replied, giving Eire a look.

"I know. So? I wasn't looking at him that way. I was only amused." Eire replied, playfully pulling Xander back toward him. "Only one I'm looking that way at is you." He said softly. Xander smiled softly, letting Eire pull him to him.

"We should get back to the inn." Xander said softly. Eire raised an eyebrow. "No seriously...Puk said there were nasties about, we don't wanna get caught up with one..."

"I suppose yer right." Eire said with a mock sigh. Sliding an arm around Xander's waist, they started back toward the Inn.

***
The weather the next morning, proved to be as Eire predicted. Snow was falling, slowly growing in size as the morning grew later. Nate let Lexine sleep, covering the red head up as he moved about the room. Making sure the door was secure, he went next door to Eire and Xander's room, knocking. Eire answered the door, rubbing his eyes, his hair moosed to all ends, sticking up at all ends. "Mornin' alread?" Eire asked with a yawn.

"Aye. Get Xander up. One o' them'll be 'ere soon." Nate said, eyein' Eire with humor. "Long night?"

"Nah, we went walkin' really. Met up with Puk...Estehl Errin's got him hangin' around for help." Eire told Nate quietly.

Nate raised an eyebrow. "Estehl's always keepin' somethin' back. I hope t' fuck Jeff gets somethin' out of him."

"He will." Eire said seriously, leaning on the door frame. "I've got a good feelin' he will." Eire added.

"An' how d'ya know that?" Nate asked.

"It's a fae thing, mate." Eire said with a grin. "Righ', see ya in a few."

Nate nodded and headed down stares to check in with the inn owner.

***
Lexine hadn't been as asleep as Nate had thought. He watched the scotsman leave the room, before stretching under the blanket and looking about the room with a yawn. He felt so worn out. Not so much tired as just worn out. Getting gingerly out of the bed, he made his way over to wear his suitcase was, rooted around in it a few moments, then found the clothes he was looking for, along with a smaller black bag These he took with him to the bathroom. Sitting the bag on the counter before the half full mirror, Lexine pulled off his sleep shirt and pulled on a delicate white sweater with a high collar. Then he pulled on a long black mole skin skirt.

Not liking the idea of actually wearing a skirt, he pulled on under it a pair of satin bloomers. Now he didn't feel so ridikulous. He slipped on a pair of flat black sueade shoes and took a brush out of the black bag. After finishing that, he looked at his reflection a moment, then at the black bag, trying to decide if the inverted tear drop tattoos were to much. Figuring that they probably were and that he had told Nate he'd play the part of his girlfriend for the few days that they were here, he took out the nessasery makeup and set about doing his make up.

He used concealer under the eyes and was thankful for Tizzy's instructions once before on how to succesfully apply makeup. Course Candy's lessons helped to. He successfully covered the tattoos, did his eyeliner much lighter then usually and did eyeshadow and lipgloss. Deciding he couldn't look any more like a good girl, he packed up the make up and took the black bag and other clothes back to his suit case, packing them up. He moved about the room, packing up anything left around. Then he found his cigarettes and moved over to the window seat, cracking the window open, and curled up on the corner of the bench, lighting a cigarette.

He was still there when Nate came in. Nate stopped as he closed the door, looking Lexine over. "'Ello gorgeous. Did I get the wrong room?" Nate asked huskily. But at least he got a soft smile out of Lexine. He crossed the room over to the windowseat, glancing around as he went. "Ye've picked up I see."

"I figured it'd be a good idea." Lexine replied softly, watching Nate and flicking his ashes out the window crack.

Nate came to lean up against the frame of the window, beside Lexine and looked down at him. "Ya know it's snowin', right?" He reached out and stroked Lexine's cheek, coaxing Lexine to look at him.

"I know." Lexine answered softly. "I was just having a cigarette." He replied.

Nate leaned down and stroked Lexine's cheek. He kissed Lexine softly, sliding his fingers through his hair. "Duncan's on his way, should be 'er any time. I'm gonna pop next door and make sure the other two are up..." Nate said softly.

Lexine smiled slightly, "It's not as if I'm going anywhere." He whispered back, kissing Nate in return, gently.

"I didn't think you were." Nate replied, before kissing Lexine a bit more deeply. He smirked slightly as he drew back. "Cherry lipgloss?" Lexine smiled a touch coy. Nate ran his finger over Lexine's lips before turning to head for the door. He stopped at it, looking back at Lexine and said. "Xander was right...you're a knock out when you doll up." He winked at Lexine and left the room, leaving the alluring redhead to chuckle softly.

Nate went next door and knocked. Xander answered and Nate could see Eire shoving things in his bag. "Duncan will be 'ere any time."

"We 'ear ya." Eire called from his spot, pausing to look around to see if he'd missed anything. Nate shook his head, nodded to Xander and went back to his and Lexine's room.

Lexine had everything packed and ready to go and was just braiding his hair, when Nate walked in. He stood for a long moment, watching Lexine who was still perched on the window seat, braiding his hair. Everything little thing Lexine did was so delicate, so sensual. Even the way he smoked. Nate watched him finish off the braid, laying it over his shoulder and turn to look up at Nate. Nate wondered why he hadn't realized Lexine had fae blood in him before, as beauitful as he looked. Despite everything that had happened to Lexine, he still retained an innocence that captivated Nate. There was a desperet need in Lexine to trust some one. To be loved. But it was not a need Lexine displayed openly, unless one knew where to look. He didn't get close to people, and Nate supposed it was because he'd been so hurt in the past. He'd been born into slavery, used from the age he could be used from. He'd been worked, beat and abused in all possible ways. From the age of thirteen until he was 20, he'd been Abandon's bedroom toy.

Rowen had been the first friend Lexine had ever had,a nd then more. But Rowen had toyed with Lexines affections and when Rowen had died the first time, it had nearly destroyed Lexine. They'd all watched what had happened to Lexine when it was revealed Rowen was still alive. Those events had kept Lexine only a tip toed step from a complete nervous breakdown and things were still that way. Rowen had escaped, but not with out damage. A new scar on his face from Lexine and his chest from Nate, not to mention the magical damage Nate had inflicted on the bastard. Saffron's death before that had been a hard blow on Lexine, everyone knew he blamed himself, even if it hadn't been his fault. Auron had even told him, it hadn't been Lexine's fault. Nate did know how he felt there. He supposed it was one of the reasons he'd come to love Lexine.

Then the events in the haunted house, and now this. Nate wasn't sure just how much sanity Lexine had left. But the problem was, no matter what was thrown at Lexine, he wouldn't as for help. he took everything upon himself, with out complaint. He'd been hurt so much, he couldn't trust any one enough to as for help. Nate knew a large part of the problem was Lexine's looks. As if proving Nate right, now, Lexine had crossed his ankles and had his hands resting in his lap. It wasn't that Lexine TRIED to be so femine, it was just simply his nature, it had been breed into him. To trust, Lexine needed some one who understood that, and still loved him. Which Nate did. It wasn't that Lexine couldn't fight, he was a damn good street fighter and his fire control was unmatched. He could severally kick your ass if so inclined.

There was so much about Lexine that Nate loved and it was still a mystery to him, why he had avoided telling Lexine any of this. Every time the moment had been right for those three words, Nate had managed to avoid them in some way and he didn't know why. Nate wasn't ashamed of being with Lexine, And his physical attraction to Lexine only grew every time the fragile fire ball turned those luminous green eyes toward him. That innocent questioning look Lexine could achieve drove Nate abosutely crazy and when Lexine was feeling inclined to be coy, it only made Nate drag him off to some where private. Lexine could be quiet the seductress if he truely wanted.

Nate watched Lexine tilt his head to the side, giving Nate an inquiring gaze. "Nothin' baby doll." Nate replied with a grin, covering his thoughts.

"Doesn't seem that way to me." Lexine replied softly. Nate could see the curse was wearing him down. Though his eyes were warm, they looked tired and lost. Nate came across the room slowly, and sat down on the window seat next to Lexine.

He reached over, brushing a strand of hair back from Lexine's face, gently tucking it behind his ear. "Yer beautiful, ye know that?" He asked the fire elemental softly.

Lexine frowned slightly, looking up at him. "I hear that alot, ya know. Mostly from drunk old men."

Nate leaned forward, and racked his lips over Lexine's softly, inclining his head to kiss Lexine's ear. He whisperedsoftly. "They didn't mean it like I do." He felt Lexine caress his cheek with open fingers. He turned his head slightly and kissed the palm of his hand. He wrapped his arms around Lexine's waist, drawing him closer, and nuzzled his neck as Lexine slid his arm around Nate's neck. "Ye are beautiful, Lexi." Nate whispered.

Lexine smiled softly and whispered. "Listen t' you and that silver tounge." He snuggled against Nate, his head tucked under Nate's chin. Nate held him protectively, stroking Lexine's hair.

"Lexine, I l-"

The door banged open, Lexine started against Nate, looking up with wide eyes. Nate turned a dark gaze on who ever had barged in, just when he'd had a chance to tell Lexine how he felt and saw Eire standing in the door way talking to some one. "It's not like they were doin' anything..."

"Ain't ye glad of that." Nate growled out loud, getting Eire's attention and saw a tall, dark haired and handsome man behind Eire, Some one he knew well. He stood as the two entered the room, holding Lexine's hand beside him. Lexine remained seated. Nate was forced to grin as the man came in. "Yer timin' hasn't improved, Duncan."

"Are we interruptin'?" Duncan asked with a slight handsome grin, glancing at Lexine.

"Oh...no." Lexine answered softly, a blush creeping into his cheeks. Eire was standing there grinning.

"I take it ye remember Eire?" Nate asked, gesturing to the silver haired wolf were.

"Who could forget 'em?" Duncan asked with a grin toward Eire, who just grinned in return. "And he introduced me t' the two of yers friend, Xander. Quiet that one."

"Xander quiet? Hell jus' froze over." Nate remarked. Eire grinned more, trying to keep from snickering.

"Dunc, allow me t' introduce me..." He glanced at Lexine, then said, "girlfrined, Lexine. Lexi, me cousin Duncan."

"The decent one." Duncan replied, offering his hand. Lexine took it and they shook hands.

"Pleasure to meet you." Lexine replied softly.

"Pleasure's all mine, lass." Duncan replied with a grin. Nate gave him a look and Duncan smiled sheepishly. "We can leave when ever yer ready."

"Alright, Eire, help me load the bags." Nate said, thumping Eire in the shoulder.

"Right." Eire grabbed Lexine's suitcase as Nate grabbed the other two. They took the bags from the room, leaving Lexine and Duncan alone.

"So..." Duncan said, rather then let a silence settle. Lexine was trying to get his lighter to work, to light a cigarette. Duncan removed his own from his pocket and flipped it open, being a gentleman and offering Lexine a light. Lexine accepted it with a soft thank you. "How did ye and Nate meet?"

"Through a friend, and then I started working for Chaos." Lexine answered softly, taking a delicate drag.

"Ah yes, the Lady Chaos. A right fine lady that one." Duncan said with a smile. "You're an elemental?"

Lexine blinked, surprised. And wondered just what else Duncan had guessed. "Yes...how did you know."

"Me magic's always centered more around the elemants than Nate's. After awhile, it becomes a second nature t' be able t' tell."

"I'm a fire elemental." Lexine confessed.

"Wouldn't expect anything less from an Irish lass." Duncan said with a grin.

"Oh well, I'm only half Irish...my father is French."

"Ah, but ye have Irish written all over ya." Duncan said, still grinning.

Lexine smiled back, but was glad to see Xander appear in the door.

"Feelin' any better, Lex?" Xander asked, glancing at Duncan.

"A bit. Thanks."

"I sincerly hope yer not under the weather." Duncan said upon hearing this.

"Oh, no, just jet lag." Lexine lied, unsure what else to say.

Nate and Eire appeared then. "Packed and ready t' go." Nate said, his hands in his pockets.

"Righ'" Duncan said with a nod. "I gotta warn ya though. Helena's in a right mood and Conner's hangin' round." He glanced pointedly at Lexine, though the red head didn't see it. Nate frowned, but nodded. "Shall we go then?" Duncan asked.

"Yeah." Nate answered. He held out a hand to Lexine, who took it and Nate pulled him to his feet, grabbing his coat from the chair near by. Duncan couldn't help but smirk as he watched Nate helping Lexine into his coat. Even Eire and Xander seemed amused by it. They reached the manor by late evening. The snow had gotten heavier and everything was blanketed. Lexine had spent most of the trip staring out the window, leaning up against Nate. The other four had talked about everything, from nasties they'd faced, to hobbies. Duncan hadn't asked any questions of Lexine. And Lexine looked down right exhausted by the time they'd gotten to their desitnation.

"With luck, ye can get t' yer rooms with out bein' caught up in things." Duncan said as they got out.

"So wha's the problem?" Nate asked.

"The usual, family politics, ye know how Conner's side of the family is. One of the reasons Helena's been so addiment for ye t' visit is t' shut them up and let 'em know yer still in the will and bound t' get it all." Duncan said with a sigh. "Even I haven't been able to shut the fucker up."

Nate sighed, pushed back his hat and ran a hand over his face. "Bloody brilliant, jus' wha' I need."

"Relax, things should ease down with the four o' ye around..." Duncan glanced at Lexine. "'Specially considerin' ye brought yer lass with ya."

"Yea, but ye also know Conner as well as I do." Nate replied with a pointed look. Duncan just shrugged. He helped Nate and Eire get the bags and take them inside.

Lexine looked about the spacious greeting hall, with his black and white tiled floor and large grand stair case. He hadn't realized Nate's family was so endowed. He wondered if Michael's death was the only reason Nate was so relucant to visit. Nate was standing a few feet infront of him, slowly looking about the greeting hall as well. Lexine reached out, touching his arm. Nate turned his head, looking at Lexine, then slid a hand onto Lexine's waist, pulling him to him. "Welcome t' Hawkscliff Manor...me home." He said softly, as Lexine leaned against him. Lexine opened his mouth to reply, but a woman's voice beat him to it.

"Nathaniel! Me son!"

Lexine looked over Nate's shoulder as he turned toward the stair case, to see a woman with fading copper colored hair coming down the stair case. She was still an attractive woman for her again and Lexine could detact and air of powerful magic from her. She had Nate's crisp and haunting eyes.

Nate let go of Lexine slowly and approached the woman as she stopped on the bottom stair. "'Ello mum...I'm home." He said softly.

The woman opened her arms to him with a smile and Nate hugged her. She hugged him back, and seemed a moment relcutant to let go but did after a moment. "Friends?" She asked him curious, glancing past him.

"Oh yeah. Ye remember Eire, o'course, mum?" Nate replied, gesturing to Eire.

"O'course." Helena replied back with a warm smile on Eire. "It's good t' see ye again, Eire."

"Same 'ere, Mrs. MacDonnell." Eire replied with a smile himself.

"And this Xander Caine, a close friend of Eire and I's." Nate introduced Xander. Helena inclinded her head still smiling.

Xander smiled back. "It's a real pleasure to meet you, ma'am." He said politely.

"Please don't call me ma'am, it makes me feel old." Helena said with a soft laugh. "Ye both can call me Helena." She turned her eyes on Lexine, who'd been standing quietly with his hands in front of him, demeer as could be. Helena glanced at Nate, who had also been looking at Lexine. She was forced to smile upon watching her son, seeing a certain look in his eyes and it took a delicate cough to get his attention.

A blush began creeping into Nate's cheeks, and Nate wasn't one to blush. He cleared his throat. "An' this is Lexine Mordant, me...girlfriend. Lexi, me mum, Helena."

Helena turned to Lexine, holding out a hand. Lexine came forward, shaking her hand demeerly. "It's wonderful t' meet ye, me dear." Helena said with a warm smile.

Lexine smiled back. "Thank you. It's wonderful to meet you, as well."

Eire had to turn around to look the other way, to hide the smirk at Lexine's such elloqent manors. Xander was giving him a look when he'd turned around and it was clear Nate had still seen the smirk because he gave him a dry expression. Eire smiled sheepishly and shrugged.

"Your rooms have alll been perpared." Helena said to the group. "I'll show ye the way." She started to turn to go back up the stair case.

"Well well, look'it wha' we 'ave 'ere." Came an egotistical tone. From a side hall came another handsome young man, with light brown hair. He was snobbishedly dressed and looked almost annoyed to see Nate standing by the stairs and his mother.

"Nice t' see ye t', Conner." Nate replied dryly.

"I'm surprised t' see ye actually came this time. We all know how busy ye've been." Conner said, a slight tone behind the words. Nate eyed him and watched his cousin's gaze slip past his shoulder and he watched Conner began to smile, knowing exactly who Conner's gaze had fallen upon. Nate's lip curled back, silently daring Conner to say something. But if his cousin saw, he made no notice of the action. But perhaps because they were in Helena's presence, he kept any remarks that would have goaded Nate into a confrantation to himself. "Perhaps it's prudent t' ask for introductions, Nathenial?"

"Me close friends, Eire and Xander. And me Lexine." There was a hidden threat behind Nate's words and he knew Conner had spotted it, because Conner looked his way now and there was a look in his eyes that silently defied Nate.

"Conner is 'ere for a few days as well." Helena said in explanation as Nate gave her a questioning look, almost asking what Conner was doing there.

"I suppose a few days is all ye have time for." Conner remarked. But Helena's eyes flashed a stern warning, before Nate could reply, and Conner said quickly "If ye would excuse." With that he left them.

"Now, ye would all like t follow me." Helena said calmly, turning back up the stairs. They followed her up the stairs, but Lexine was looking off in the direction Conner had gone with a slightly wide eyed expression. He didn't see Duncan watching him with a thoughful look.

****
Lexine's room was right next to Nate's and he some how figured that everyone expected that he'd either be spending more time in Nate's room or vise versa, but no one said anything and the room was still quiet spacious. He ran a hand over the bedspread as he moved toward the small windowed balcony and stared out at the snow. The home sick feeling was slowly growing, and as it grew, Lexine felt more worn out. Nate had said that Sands had said Lexine would feel a draw toward the door's location, but all Lexine was feeling was home sick, which was slowly starting to get phsycial instead of just mental. He didn't know what he'd do if they ended up having to stay here longer then a few days.

Leaning up against the balcony's door frame, he watched the snow falling, crossing his arms over his chest and let his mind wonder. He thought about things back at Chaos Inc. He wondered what his father was doing. He wondered what Ruex was doing, he wondered what Sands and Aiyla were up to. He ended up thinking about Saffron, and found his thoughts turning to their mother. Still, he knew nothing about her. Not even her name, though he was pretty sure Auron had said her name was Lillian. He wondered just how much about her, Auron had known. It had been clear, nearly from the start, when Lexine and Saffron had seen them together that Auron had always only been in love with Chaos. Their relationship hardly bothered Lexine. Really, he was happy for the both of them. He knew if things had never happened that he wouldn't have been around, but Auron and Chaos were happy together it seemed. And who was Lexine to speak out against it. You couldn't stop who you feel in love with.

Lexine knew that so well. He didn't know if he had been meant to be a hopless romantic in the end. But he knew he believed in love. Even if he'd been unlucky in it, so far. He'd known, even from the start, that Rowen had only been toying with him, but he'd still let himself fall in love with the air elemental. Rowen had so much to use against Lexine now, and he knew it, and he took pleasure in using it against the delicate red head. Lexine was almost scared to think what Rowen would use next.

But Lexine hadn't been able to help himself, when he'd fallen in love with Nate. He just couldn't help it. The more time he spent around Nate, the harder he fell for him. Nate understood him. And so Lexine had ended up opening his heart, once more, to Nate. He tried not to think about the possiblity that Nate was only the same as Rowen and only playing around. He tried, despertly not to be bothered by the fact that Nate had yet to say it. That he loved Lexine in return. So Lexine said nothing, but he knew deep down he was only waiting for his heart to be broken. He wondered briefly what he'd do if that happened. Could he stand still working at Chaos Inc with Nate always around. He'd come to like working for Chaos. They'd all become his extended family. He didn't know how he'd explain it to her if he did have to leave. But Gods, he loved Nate. He felt that if Nate truly did love him, he could handle this.

He was still watching the snow fall when his door was opened. So lost in his thought, he didn't hear Nate approaching. "Baby doll." Nate said softly, laying a hand on Lexine's waist and braced himself for the startle he knew was coming. He caught Lexine with both hands by the waist as Lexine jumped, turning fast and slamming into door frame. Lexine grimaced silently from the unexpected pain and stumbled forward into Nate, who wrapped his arms around his lover. He chuckled softly, as Lexine curled into him, his arms tucked against him. He could still feel Lexine's heart pounding. Lexine closed his eyes, snuggled against Nate and slowed his breathing.

"Baby doll, wha' am I gonna do with ye?" Nate asked softly, kissing Lexine's forehead.

"I was only thinking." Lexine whispered, his head against Nate's shoulder.

"I know ya were. If ye wasn't, ye would've heard me come in." Nate replied, tipping his chin upward.

"I'm just tired." Lexine replied.

Nated smiled softly at the lie and asked. "Shall I make your excuse at dinner?"

"Oh no, that wouldn't be polite.." Lexine said with a frown.

Nate gave him an amused look. "They'd understand..."

"No, its okay...I'll come." Lexine said softly.

Nate nodded and said. "They're waitin' for us downstairs." He took Lexine's hand, leading him to the door.

They went down stairs toward the dinning room. As they approached, they suddenly heard Helena shout. "I don't care if she's a Colmbian Drug Lard! She is in me home and AS such, ye will pay her a ladies' respect as yer saint o' a mother breed int' ya, or so help me, Conner Edmund MacCallugh, I WILL take ye o'er me knee! Do ya understand me?!" There was a fist banged off the table for empushise.

"An' she'll do it t'!" Came a cackle from Duncan.

"Duncan!" Helena snapped. "Now ye should be righ' shamed t' be actin' this way in front o' Nate's friends- Eire get yer elbows off the table his instant!- an' it's bloody good thing he went up stairs t' fetch 'er!"

"Yes ma'am." Came a pitiful reply from Eire.

Nate stopped out side the door and looked at Lexine, who was staring at the door slightly wide eyed. "Is she always like this?" Lexine asked softly, his british accent a bit more clear in the scottish house.

"Always." Nate replied with a smug smile. His mother could hold her own.

"Why's it a good thing?" Came a question for Duncan.

And Helena snapped, going on. "Because I said so! Don't ye roll yer eyes at me, Conner McCallugh. Yer not t' old to take a switch t'! If yer mother were alive, she'd be damn righ' ashamed o' ye! Xander, dear, don't slouch- It was only outta love fer your father, that you'r 'ere Conner. Now grow up! An' I'm warnin' ya, boy'o. The same goes fer ALL o' ye!" Her voice softened and said quiet calmly. "Ye can come in, now, Nate, darlin'. Ye to, Lexine."

Nate pushed the door open with his free hand and led Lexine into the room.All four young men around the table were staring at it's table cloth sullenly with burning ears. Xander was trying not to slouch in the high backed dinning chair. And Helena was standing at the head of the table. There was a older man standing behind her, smirking at the boys. "'Ello Lexine, dear." Helena smiled warmly and gestured to a seat. Bate pulled out Lexine's chair and glanced at the only other set place at the opposite head of the table from his mother. He hesitated, but Helena motioned to it and Nate sat down.

"Now then. Ye may go Mr. Brown." Helena said to gentleman at her side.

Mr. Brown nodded and headed for the door, still smirking. He winked at Nate as he left and Nate couldn't help but grin. He looked at his mother and even from where he was, he could see the mischief in her eyes. "We're joined this evening by Father Quiggly. Ye remember Father Quiggly o' course, Nate."

Nate looked at the older man seated at the table and stood offering his hand. "O' course. It's good t' see ya, Father."

Father Quiggly nodded and shook his hand. "Yer lookin' well Nathaniel."

"Thank ye. May introduce me girlfriend, Lexine Mordant, Lexi, Father Quggly, me family's priest and confessor."

Lexine inclined his head and said softly. "Its very nice to meet you, Father Quiggly."

"Pleasures all mine." The father said with a cheerful smile.

Dinner began being served and Helena opened her napkin with a snap and placed it on her lap before saying. "Well, how are things getting along at Chaos Inc? How is Lady Chaos?"

"Chaos is good, mum. She's been reuntied with her...husband, Lexine's father. An' she's got her wee nephew as well." Nate answered, resting his hands on the table.

"Goodness! A lot. Is that how ye and Lexine met?" Helena asked.

"Er, not exactly. " Nate replied. "We met through a mutal friend, an' then Lexi started workin' for Chaos."

"Oh. And what do ye do, Lexine?" Helena asked curiously.

Lexine glanced at Nate as the drinks were being poured. "I'm currently working as a second receptionist, but I do help out with other things." He answered softly.

"So where'd ya come from, Lexine?" Conner asked from his spot, trying to ignore the several cold looks that came his way.

"I was...raised in England, but my father is French and my mother was Irish." Lexine replied with a pause.

"Yer mum's dead then?" Conner asked, then winced, Duncan had kicked him hard in the leg and Helena was glaring at the both, openly.

"She died giving birth t' me." Lexine replied calmly, while looking at Connor with a unamused look and a blinking eyes.

"I'm so sorry t' hear that." Helena said gently. Lexine offered a wry smile. "An' what does yer father do?"

"He comes from a wealthy family really, but he...dabbles in security..." Lexine replied, knowing it probably sounded ridikulous.

"I see. Are ye an only child?"

Lexine grimaced, forced to turn his eyes away a moment. "My brother, Saffron died five months ago..."

Helena sighed, "I'm so very sorry." She shot Nate a look for the lack of information he should have told her concerning Lexine. Nate winced and hung his head.

Under the table, he reached over and took Lexine's hand, stroking the back of it with his thumb, reassuringly. Lexine squeezed his hand gently in thank you.

The rest of the dinner was pleasent, Conner kept to himself or conversed with Father Quiggly. Helena asked all kinds of questions about how and what Eire and Nate had been doing and what Xander did. But no one asked to many questions of Lexine and he was releived of that. He just didn't think he could take an interrogation right now. How ever, every once in a while, he'd catch Conner watching him, from the corner of his eye. After dinner, they retired to the parlor. Duncan opened a bottle of port and served it.

Lexine stood near the window, looking out. The entire world out there, seemed to be completely covered in white. And yet it was still snowing. This time he felt Nate's approach and looked over at him as Nate came to lean against the window frame with his glass. "It's not as pretty a view as it is when the sun is jus' comin' up through those trees there." He pointed slightly, his fingers brushing the cold glass.

"It's still a nice view.."Lexine answerd.

"Aye." Nate said with a nod and took a sip. He reached over and stroked Lexine's arm. "Thing's turn out alight, darlin'." He said softly. Lexine smiled slightly and leaned against Nate.